rick gave me a hug today. ^floats away on cloud^. i was walking from vocab dev (our last day. we took a 400 question test. omg it was long. we had to literally know 400 words and the def's. ah!!!) to math. ick. and rick was walking down the hall w/ his arm around sum grrl. his current ho-ey gf, i'm guessing. and he gives me a high five, then as we pass directly by each other, he swings around and turns me around and puts his arm around me. his gf got pissed and took off and he didn't even say anything. he was like "yeah i'm mackin it." and i laughed. we walked down the hall a bit and i said.. "i kinda have to go the other way." and he's like.. "ahhh okay. gimmie a hug." and i did. ugh. i want that boi. ^purrs^. haha. the total highlite of my shytty day. :D
dom called me at 7am this morning. to make a long story short, he din even say hi. he says "i gotta ask u a question." and he asks me, "what would u say to one of yer friends if they came up to u, and asked u if u think that they should go out w/ me?" i was like, wtf. so i went off on him. ya know, he neglects to call or even glance at me in the halls for a week and has the effin balls to ask me that. and he's such a pussy. he wouldn't even tell me who my "friend" is. ugh i hate my friends. me and bekki have an idea who it is. i wouldn't be surprised at all. besides the fact that this grrl would alwaze tell me to dump dom and that he was such a piece of shyt and he was simply no good. so if it's her... bam. ima be a taaaaaaad bit pissed. but whatever. only a few more months w/ these lame ass ppl, whore ass ho's, and fake as shyt ppl in this town. and i can't wait.
jay keeps thinking that i wanna spend my every free moment w/ him. ugh.. no. he asked me if i wanted to do anything tonite and i said "no. i don't feel like it." and he says "well, we can just hang out and go to my house." err sum shyt like that. and i say sumthing like no i don't want to. and he keeps on trying. c'mon. take a goddam hint. i don't wanna be mean to the kid. i'm not like that, but lay the fuk off. i am not interested! he knows i don't want a bf, under any circumstances. he knows i don't wanna fuk around w/ anyone. he knows and still he keeps trying. take a fuken hint. ugh. i am so aggravated. grr.
and then... kirk. come to find out, 5 days after i broke up w/ him, he asks out amy brenton. (she's my buddy but he didn't know that.) so she breaks up w/ him b/c he's gross. (hehe). THEN, i set him up w/ my friend leanne. she liked him a lot. i hooked them up. but this was b4 i knew about amy. THEN, i find out 2 days ago that kirk is going out w/ hollie too. and he's playing leanne. um.. no. leanne can't get ahold of kirk to dump his ass b/c he's ignoring her. and this is the same kid, who about 5 days ago, i talked w/, and he complained how he was sooooo lonely and how he missed me soooo much. blah blah blah. effin liar. he's lucky he din cheat on me. i told him straight out b4hand, if he ever cheats me, i'll rip off his fuqen balls. and i swear i would. so yeah. kirk's a dirtbag 14 yr old. sad ey?
i just realized each of those paragraphs was about a diff guy. heh.
i also got my senior portrait of the whole class of 2002. me and marilyn r dead center and i am wearing bright p!nk. haha. it's great. i figured out to wurk my camera finally. amy showed me. i wanna get a foto of me and rick together. i think i'll try for it next week. it's not like i would ever go out w/ him even if i did want a bf. it's just nice to have a crush and such. hehe. especially when i know that he is interested at least a lil bit, but i know he ain't getting nuttin. haha. :) and blink's new vid came out today for ^first date^. the vid is fun-nay. i had to watch trl to see it tho. ugh that show is hella teeny boppy. eck.